She's officially gone, and all i can do is cry. Linds, Naya, and myself have been bestest best friends forever! and now, Linds is gone on her mission. I have cried multiple times over the past few weeks just thinking about her leaving me, and now, she's REALLY gone.
Saturday was a rough day, and they took me out. Once they left, I cried. A lot. I knew it would be the last time i actually saw her in person for 18 months, and needless to say, i couldn't do anything BUT cry. Then, i cried Tuesday night after she got set apart, and it all became real. And then, Wednesday i cried after she gave me the official last call. And then, i cried at 12:45 when i knew she was being dropped off, and now, i'm crying again.
She's been living away in St. George so i'm used to being without her in person, but we see each other at least every other month, and talk as much as possible. This is a whole new ball game now folks. I'd like to fall asleep for a few months, fast forward to September or so, and then wake up. By then, she'll be used to being away and not communicating, and i'll be busy with school, teaching, and cheer.
But, i do love love love her, a million, BA-ZILLION times, over and over, to infinity, and beyond!
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